A little game of peek-a-boo can prove to be an emotinal challenge. When Aidan initiates, usually in the car when I go to unbuckle him, it evokes different emotions. I always laugh because it is fun and he is laughing too. But I also get upset because it doesn't last long and he usually retreats back into his own world. A world I so desperately want to understand and be a regular part of.
I need to get past the depression and start hanging onto the little moments. The peek-a-boo moments don't happen too often, but when they do, they are sweet. My goal is to cherish the good times more and not retreat into my own little world. A world of grief and depression that no person should ever have to deal with.
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